I'll been a long time since i last posted. Well many things happen this year and finally everything is slowly getting better but somehow there were still hiccups. This mood of this song really suits my feelings now. i will study hard and motivate myself to do well. I will be thinking of you always and I love you tao yan
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You Were My Everything - Aviation

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
i just want you to be happy

^^ Today is the last day of 2008! Tomorrow will be 2009! That's fast. This year really pass super fast. I will miss working in SAP, and the times we all spent together! Anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE (in 10 min time!) ^^

^^Merry Christmas! Pictures of Christmas Trees(: ^^

Tampines Mall
Along Orchard Road

Ngee Ann City

Outside Plaza Singapura

Outside Bugis Junction

Outside Bugis Junction too

Outside Suntec City

Went school today. Majority of the customers came to exchange their uniform as the size did not fit. Some came to purchase. Sok and I spent most of our time arranging the uniforms according to their specific sizes. Now we have the schedule for uniform selling dates. The supplier is HONG KONG TAT KEE TAILOR, which is different from last year. Random, anyway hope tomorrow goes fine. Nothing much to say. Now I have 3 books on hand, all with different due dates, funny?

The selling of uniforms went quite smoothly! Even though one word to describe the uniforms, MESSY. Anyway, we managed to pack them neatly after the crowd died down. At first when me and Sok entered the hall where it is the venue for the sale of uniforms, I was like stunted tio! So many SCs were helping out, but that was okay. The lady boss was so nice! Altogether there were around 7 plus people working, excluding Scs. At around 1 plus, we moved the stocks down to the gym room, so tomorrow will be selling at there. The basketball girls and a few cleaners also helped us to carry the boxes down, so nice of them! Tomorrow going to help out again, so cool(:

Today is the release of the posting of secondary schools for pupils taken the PSLE examinations this year, as well as the release of N level results, as well as the official release of the movie Twilight, as well as my work day! Tomorrow will be going back to Unity to help in the selling of uniforms, with sok! Tomorrow will be the sec1 orientation day for those posted to Unity to get their books, uniforms and stuffs. Hope everything goes smoothly.

The boxes came today. Altogether 4 stacks, which is 80 boxes. Quite inured to using the plastic bags this few days. One customer came to collect her books, which is self-collection, dated 20/11/08. One word, ZAI. Green apple green tea.. ~橙色家族万岁!

Today is payday! So happy! Finally the parent of the 3 siblings Qi Le, Ke Le and Jia Le came. The dad of this 3 children still bought 3 school bags. The whole bill totalled up to $389.65 . Ha, I can remember the exact amount cause I gave him change of $10.35 when he gave me $400 cash. Actually he did wan to pay using cheque but it's too time consuming so he just gave cash instead! So cool(: Today halfway my hair become like explosion hair. So funny! ~橙色家族万岁!

Sotong dish tastes great, yummy(:
My $5.00!
Hand tio blue black, sadded

Tomorrow will be the release date of the N level results! Wish all those that are taking their results tomorrow good luck!

Today went Plaza Singapura, Orchard, and Causeway Point with parents. Quite enjoyable! Bought 3 polo shirts and other random stuff. Planning to read finish that Chinese book much earlier than the due date!

Yesterday was the day where the needy pupils from SAP came to get their free textbooks. For the first time we did not have to deal much with $$$ because we just have to pack, go through the books with them then that's all! Those books that are out of stock, we issue them a credit note so they can get the books when school reopens! The school will be paying the $$$ for the books. The stocks of books were also replenished. Those empty spaces were once again filled up!

Some random pictures taken. There will be updates of photos of Christmas trees soon. Perhaps on 25th Dec. Twilight soundtracks ROCKS! Addicted to the songs and movie! Nice!

Bolt Structure at Plaza Singapura, so huge and CUTE!

This pyramid is made from coca cola glass bottles!

Cute advertisement in bus 188

Cute picture on building near Aljunied MRT station

This bus interchange only services 1 bus. Which is bus 64. So LOL can?

Went to grandma house and Uncle's house today. The soup she cooked is FANTASTIC!! She put a lot of Chinese herbs in it and it tasted wonderful!!

13-12-08 : 13th day at work. Since it is a Saturday, many parents came to buy their kids school books. From 9 plus to 12pm the people came in non-stop and the crowd never subsided. This was one of the busiest day since the starting of selling books. 3 more people from Pacific came over to SAP to help out. Their conversations was like so funny! One of the lady gave us encouragement to spur us on! Nice day!

When Bella's mother remarries and sends her to live with her father in the little town of Forks, Washington, she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen - a boy unlike any she's ever met. Intelligent and witty, he sees straight into her soul. Soon, Bella and Edward are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance, for Edward is a vampire. But he doesn't have fangs, and he doesn't drink human blood, as Edward and his family are unique among vampires in their lifestyle choice. To Edward, Bella is that thing he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. [review from yahoo website]

The soundtracks from this movie are very nice(: Robert Pattinson RAWKS. Love the movie lots(:

Activities lining up .. Went grandma house today and the food is great! One of my cousin play DS then I see him play. 小小年纪就play all those high technology games, I so envious. Went Tiong Baru Plaza for dinner. Nothing much today, hope tomorrow will be a better day(:

07-12-08 : Went lot 1 with parents today. Watched City of Ember, nice show!

For generations, the people of the City of Ember have flourished in an amazing world of glittering lights. But Ember's once powerful generator is failing... and the great lamps that illuminate the city are starting to flicker. Now, two teenagers in a race against time, must search Ember for clues that will unlock the ancient mystery of the city's existence, and help the citizens escape before the lights go out forever. [ Movie from Yahoo website ]

06-12-08 : Yesterday went to Wei Hao's house. Altogether 13 people went. Firstly, I thought that only some choir people are going. Then there are 3 more people came that are from church. Anyway the gathering was quite fun. Wei Hao let us watch a video about a drug addict that changed his life with the help of god. He also shared with us about his experience he went though and that god helped him to change his life. Pictures of Wei Hao's dog(: Kawaii(: We went lot 1 for dinner. Went LJS, even though not worth for me but nevermind.

10th day go work. There were not as many customers as compared to yesterday. The boxes that we pre-packed were almost used up today. SX told me in the morning that he not coming today but he suddenly appeared, so LOL.

Went to buy lunch with Boyu. Tried the coffee ice blended. Quite nice, but it's not really worth the $2 ( a bit ex.) The green apple green tea taste a bit clash, but quite o-k-a-y(:

There was one customer that I've served yesterday came back with the box and said that the files were not inside. So LOL, if the files are not inside, it would be so prominent that I'll know I never put it in. So LOL, then in the end still have to give him, auntie settled him.

There's a customer that came today to purchase 5 boxes of Primary Six books. Then auntie told us that the customer's kids are quintuplets. So amazing!

Went lot 1 a while. Many incidents happened. Different emotions

P.S I wonder what will happen tomorrow. ~橙色家族万岁!

9th day at work. Wei Lin brought for us sweets from her trip. So nice of her and the sweets are very yummy! A lot of people came to buy books today. I mean A LOT! Seldom see queues but today there are QUEUES. I'm really forgetful today. Twice, I've forgotten to deduct the $27.00 for the Explore Science CD-ROM in the self collections because there is no stock. End up one of them have to re-开 the cheque again. For the other one, I returned the $27.00

There was one customer that I have to give a change of $7.90 . Then inside the money box were left with 10 dollar notes and one 2 dollar note. So I took the 2 dollar note and took $5.90 worth of coins. So LOL can?

There is a big problem with my hand phone today. I came with FULL BATTERY. Then after 4 hours it left with ONE BAR. Then after a while more it was BLACKED OUT. I guess I've have switched on some applications and did not off it. So for 4 hours it had been running and there goes my precious BATTERY. Anyway, thanks Wei Lin for lending me her phone to sms(:

I love ice coffee. Even though the drink was not those very expensive type, but certainly it RAWKS! One thing was that SX cannot differentiate 豆腐and蒸蛋, so sadded and so LOL! Told him give me 豆腐then he give me 蒸蛋, funny LORS. Fold and did 50 boxes for pre-packing. So COOL(: ~橙色家族万岁!

Woke up this morning,
Just sat in my bed,
8 a.m first thing in my head,
Is a certain someone,
Who's always on my mind,
He treats me like a lady in everyway,
He smiles and warms me through up the day,
Should I tell him I love you,
Wish I knew what to say!

Chorus:
Could this be love that I feel,
So strong, so deep and so real,
If I lost you would I ever heal,
Could this be love that I feel? (2)

The way he looks,
So deep in my eyes,
Our hearts are so warm,
I just wanna cry,
Then he's so hardworking,
He wants to be someone.
Should I tell him that I love you,
What if he doesn't say it too,
I'm getting so nervous,
What should I do

Chorus:
Could this be love that I feel,
So strong, so deep and so real,
If I lost you would I ever heal,
Could this be love that I feel? (2)

Will it be my turn,
Two hearts beating together as one,
No more loneliness,
Only love, laughter and fun

Chorus:
Could this be love that I feel,
So strong, so deep and so real,
If I lost you, would I ever heal,
Could this be love that I feel? (2)
Could this be love that I feel?...

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walking round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Cause I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin' you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

Went Bugis, Jurong point and Lot 1. Spent quite a lot of time in the arcade at Jurong Point. Frankly, I'm not a fan of ARCADE. Number one, noisy. Number two, waste of money. Number three, waste of time. However, people still go there to relax, to de stress, to enjoy and have fun!

Hope tomorrow will be a better day.

Went lot 1 with mum during the late afternoon. Saw Jing Xian, Sarah, Carresa, and Jesslyn at lot 1 too. Think they just came back from the concert practice thing. Shopped for pressies! Ended up buying a lot of chocolates as well as other stuffs. I'm still thinking about the owners of some of the stuffs I bought. Anyway, hope tomorrow's trip will be fun! Going window shopping with Yiwen, You Yang and Xin Shen.

Just watched today's episode of 法证先锋( nice show ) . The part that touched me most was this : [Gao-sir brought Xiao Rou home as she was sick and just walked out of the hospital that she just went to see the doctor. He even knew that this was the hospital nearest to her home thus he knows where to find her. Cooked scallop and chicken porridge for her and shower her with lots of care. So sweet!] In real life, is there such situations where they do so much for others? If someone were to cook for me, I will be like so 幸福? [ This part is to Hui Min. She volunteered to cook for me, so LOL(: But I don't know when I can taste her cooking. Hope will be soon and hope it will be nice(: ]

P.S i miss my water bottle >.<